I'm not lying, I truly want you to be happy. But seing you really are, it breaks me to pieces.

Despite how much I restrain myself from stalking you, I keep on checking your updates on instagram. I faham kalau you post gambar dia, but the fact that you delete gambar kita kat melaka.. :'( I menangis teruk sangat malam tu. Tak tau kenapa 😔

I'm guessing I mean nothing to you now. It really bothers me that you tak teringat pun kat 'kita' while you do all those stuff with her, the things we used to do together, the moments we had together.

I'm not sure why do I still suffer like this. Ya Allah I would do anything to shut my feelings for him, why wont You let me 😢

I'm sorry, but I can't delete our picture yet 😔 I know I'll let you go someday, sikit lagi kot.

--7th month.