Just because I think you look handsome in this photo. .
Like how I used to be so wrong about every guy I have dated, you're not an exception. I keep denying everyone else because I thought I know you more. I thought I had you secured in my arms forever. I thought we were soulmates, I swear I wanna be the one walking next to you on the aisle on our wedding day. But what can I say, when He has clearly shown that we're not meant to last forever. Although I thought forever is being with you.
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I'm not writing this to express my dissapointments or sadness or destroughts or any other words that are relatable. I admit I'm not okay. Not even close to it. You know I'm not this strong, you've read all the posts in my blog showing how fragile I am on my own. That's why I needed you. But how will I survive, really, if I let this circumstance to make a fool out of me. As broken as I am inside, I know I have to let you go.
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Thanks for being with me throughout this 1-very-long-year :') I really really appreciate your presence all this while. Now that you're gone I hope you experience the same thing with her too. I'm praying for your happiness too, you know. .
It's funny to think how miserable I am here, crying every night looking at our pics and videos and just everything about us, while you on the other hand, is being all lovey-dovey with her.
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Good night, may we never have to confront each other again. Ya Allah please help me erase all these bittersweet memories of him. You know best. Good bye, nan.