You know I've tried everything I could. It just won't go away. These feelings and affection that I have for you, are something that will never go off. It's always there somehow.

Believe me it still hurts as much as it was the first time. It still fonders me whenever I hear your name. & i still have my tears fallen for you, eventhough after 6 months.

The last thing I would want is to let you acknowledge all of this. I'm sorry I chose for it to be this way, it seemed to be the right thing to do. All I want is for you to be happy and I've seen how she made that happen. I don't want to look weak in the eyes of you, anymore. I would want to be able to live without you without looking miserable and helpless.

// You finally removed the last remaining 'piece' of me in us. I knew that time would come someday, & it happened to be today.