Thursday, May 9, 2019,
Idk if I miss you or not. I don't cry about you. I don't look back through our pics. I no longer dream about you everytime I close my eyes. But it's hard. It's hard to go through every day without you.
I might look like I'm just living my daily life doing my normal routine, which is basically nothing. But this time, this nothingness hits differently. I don't see myself as a functioning human. I don't go to class because I can't wake up from sleep. Yes, I sleep all the damn time. I can't make myself to do my assignments no matter how many times I promise myself. I'm either on laptop to binge-watch netflix, listening to our songs on spotify or on my phone to stalk you every minute.
Even being inside my own house is a torture to me. I can see you everywhere. In my room, on my bed, on my fav sofa, at the piano, at the dining table and even in the kitchen. Tell me how am I able to forget you if every bit of our memories are all around me?
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